I always thought people who got theirself harmed were stupid and weak untill I started doing it…
I’ve doing it since my dad died last november and I can’t stop… it’s not that I’m weak. But I got tired of always being strong and I just can’t deal with the fact of being here. Sometimes I’d really wish to die but I’m nit brave enough. Today I feel stupid as I write this… I really want to die…I need to die…